When I graduated from college I was excited to fulfill our 5 year commitment to help start a new church and then go on to realize the fulfillment of our dream since starting our life together. . .to go to the Philippines as missionaries. As the years have rolled past, God has not seen fit to allow us to go, whether yet or ever, I cannot know. In the past week's time I have faced a time of great disappointment and wondering in my life. Will we ever get to the people and country we love so much? At our Victory Ladies Bible Study this weekend the Lord gave me a quote that has helped me if the Lord does not allow us to go to the Philippines.